Its have been a long time since i updated this dead blog. But since im free now,as its the holidays, i shall revived it. ^^
Firstly, I have got back my results for the whole year alrdy. Though i have improve much, but it was still quite bad. I have made the decision to chiong all the way next year and work hard. I will be able to get a good result and even maybe the academic award . With the support from many friends out there, i believe these will eventually happen and it will come to past. (: Now, i just hope to get into a good subject combination class next year. I really wish those subject that i chose will be given to me. I will really put in alot of effort for my studies next year , i promised. Just hope that i will be given the subjects i want....
Secondly, I must say this year have been quite a relaxing year for me at the start as i din really put any effort into studying. All i did was play,eat,have fun and relax. I never really put my focus on books and notes at all. These of course resulted me in the failing grades and really poor results for my Mid-Year. At first, i still din even realise how bad i had fare. It was only till the end of the year, when the next half of my results came that i see my past grades with disappointment and regrets. I have put in alot more effort for the second half of the year, but still, when i got back my result slip, disappointment just started to engulf me totally. Never did i realise how lack behind i was till then. Tears of disappointment just filled my eyes.. But being me, not having the spirit of failure, i made a commitment to myself in studying hard next year and not slacking any further. I shall make the best of every moment from now on. Alot of things just started to open and unlocked in my mind. I guess this time i have really realise myself and the things im doing. Im growing in my thoughts man ! ~
Lastly, I want to just convey a message to this really good friend of mine. This have been what i wanted to say, but because of the pride issue, i am not able to tell you. So, I shall write what i want to tell you here (: Though i know you wont read my blog any sooner and maybe you wont ? I hope you will know im talking about when you read this:
Actually, what i want to say is just really simple things. Its just what i want to thank you for. Thanks for always helping me when im in need, listening to my problems and also comforting and advising me. Though many times i may just give you a casual 'thanks' , i want to tell you that i really meant it with all my heart. Many times when i angered or irritate you by purpose or accident, but when i saw that you really mind or are affected by it, i will quietly apologise to you in my heart. We have been through much together and im glad to say that even so, we are always still good friend. I remember the times when we argue and quarrel over things but eventually they are settled or forgotten-we even called ourselves enemy-friend. Seriously , all those hurts i have done to you , i din intentionally meant it. I hope you can understand. Friend, there's alot of things i want to share and tell you always actually, but i dontknow why i just cant bring the topic to you. But some things , i really enjoy sharing with you. I always had fun talking and chatting with you. I love the times when we talked on the phone till my phone blackout. It is really fun having you as a friend. Overall, i just want say that i trust you and that you are a blessing to me. I hope this friendship will never break. Thanks for being a part of my life! Loveyou. (:
-NSJ. what you have sown in me, i will reap it back to you.
